I'm going to do a DTS (Discipleship Training School) in Perth.
Dis-ci-ple-ship n. to turn all people into fully devoted, mature followers of Christ. I don't know if I got the right definition BUT if it is, then those who did a DTS before me, they just made me one of them.
This is scary, honestly, I don't have money. Early this year, I invested into business and it failed.
My one and only relationship-failed terribly so far.
I got a new job-thankfully-it drains me out.
Here goes my story where the Holy Spirit leads..
Above all else, I thank you, Amy my sister who told me that I should do a DTS since last year.
I refused.
After the break-up, I thought about it but I didn't do it.
April this year, Isaiah 61 really spoke to my heart...
"The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me,
because the LORD has anointed me
to proclaim good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
to proclaim freedom for the captives..."
Again, I still said "no"
But after NewSong retreat last week- The Holy Spirit moved again but this time I said "YES" to the unknown future I can only trust Him and I am devoted to give all of me to Him. As I mentioned, I invested into a business but failed, my one and only relationship with my first boyfriend-failed. I just feel like I have nothing left BUT God and I realize that God is ENOUGH for me. I have prayed this week and feel led to do a DTS as I started to recognize His voice. And I am following Him.
So, here I am.
Actually, I was scared at first to ask people for support but if it was what God had for me then He would make away. I sent out emails to my friends about what I was going to do and just over night, I was going to have a heart attack how God answered my prayers FAST! I've got 4 people financially support me to do a DTS.
Money is not a problem for God. He took my heart, a broken one and provided me what I needed. He gave me a new life. I did nothing. I just sin. Ha! Painful truth. He loves me more than anything.
Listen carefully to the Holy Spirit. Do what He says, go where He leads.
When you have nothing to lose. Put all trust in the Lord.
And the last thing you can do- HAVE FAITH!
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