Here is my heart.

You can have it all, Lord.

I am very tired of wanting things. Without you, I am nothing.

So you can make me and mold me now. Anything that you want, Lord.

I pray.

Psalms 51:10

If a man's life is what his thoughts make of it. If so, then create in me a clean (pure) heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me. (Psalms 51:10)

Joshua 1:9

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.”

I have been wrestling with God recently and He always wins!

The essence of which is never give up; never give in; stand up to it-fight it through. God will aid you.

"Will you be a hero, or will you be a coward?" "Will you be tough-minded or tender-minded?"

The positive thinker will not be a coward. He believes in himself, in life, in humanity, and in God. He knows his own capacity and his own ability. He is undaunted and invincible. He will draw the best from whatever comes.

God will get you through. Just have a little sincere faith to face all situations.

More Love, More Power

More Love, More Power,
More of You in my life.
More Love, More Power,
More of You in my life.
I will worship You
with all of my heart.
I will worship You
with all of my mind.
I will worship You
with all of my strength.
For You are my Lord.

My self-esteem.

I made a mistake, but everyone does. It's part of learning and growing.

"I know how you feel. It's terrible to want something so much and not find it, and it's so awkward standing around trying to strike the right air, and all the time feeling so rejected. I guess most women feel the same as you do. But you know, you have a lot going for you. It was very brave of you to go, especially feeling as vulnerable as you do. I think if you keep on trying, eventually you will meet someone. These things usually take time and effort and persistence. I really think you have a lot to offer the right person, and if you persist in looking, you will find him."

I was no longer terrified at the thought of being alone.
I was secure in my ability to take care of myself.
I was no longer afraid to be myself for fear my man would leave, because I now knew I could stand alone.

I feel warm, alive and happy and very good about myself. I feel wonderful and special. I feel like the kind of person to whom good things happen, I feel worthy of getting all the good things that life has to offer. It feels like the world is smiling at me.

Happy New Year 2011

Dear Melbourne,

It’s been a great year for me and my spiritual journey (I know it’s going to be a long one)

Q: why Melbourne?
A:Take chances, make mistakes. That’s how I grow.

I know now that nothing can ever get me down again because my God is not a poor workman. He saved me. He made life hard or it’s already hard I don’t know but to be sure He wants me to know that He will help…

Difficulties are growth stimulators.

God is the strength that keeps me walking. His unconditional love has no limits. I’ve learned to reckon with God every moment and let Him be my source of direction and inspiration.

I am called to be satisfied exclusively with Him. He wants me not to look at things I want. He wants me to keep looking upon Him. He wants me to be content so I would be able to experience the love that exemplifies my relationship with Him and this is perfect love.

He wants me to know that He loves me. He is almighty. I believe and am satisfied.

Thank you Melbourne, I haven’t had enough of you yet and praise to be God. I am doubled grateful.

Happy New (joys)Year 2011.

Christmas #1 : Life after a break-up

This sounds paradoxical:)

My first break-up was a very painful one, on the other hand, it was the very best that happened to me.

My past passion is dead now let it rest in peace. 5 days before Christmas. It didn't take me long to figure it out what was it all about. Praise God for a brand new start. Tonight, it was God knocking at my door saying, "Hello, can I come in?" and I had two choices. 1) Tell him to go away because I wanted to be alone or 2) Let him in and savation is forever mine. (Revelation 3:20)

I am being patient with myself. This sounds strange to me. The heartbreak always heals after a while and I am giving myself time. Sadness will go away actually it's gone because I am not depressed. I know I am not because if I am, I won't be able to write things down as I am doing it now. I shouldn't think about what happened. I do everything that take my mind off the negative feelings.
I am giving myself-esteem a boost. I sleep a lot, I eat healthy and excercise. Man, I do love myself. And God loves me. That's all I can remember.

This is a relationship that lasts forever--with God. In Him alone, I always find hope. Believe me, this the greatest gift of all.

Jesus rocks my world this Christmas (again)

Amen to that.